Unfairness and hate

You know the phrase 'Life is unfair'. Yea,well it's true and I'm a bloody living example of it. Literally almost 90% of my life have I faced how unfair life can be. Name any occasion and I can tell you I've faced it before. Giving in without any reason,being treated like shit. Well fuck everyone that does that to me. Which is almost everyone I know. But I just gotta live with it. Also,I hate myself a lot. I hate that I never have balls to do things. I hate that I'm lazy and even lazier to do shit about it. I hate that I never have any luck I love. Fuck I hate everything. I only love gunpla,TV shows and stuff I'm too lazy to type.