Fair share.

Fuck. That started off well. You know what hurts? A love you always see yet can never have. That sucks. BIG TIME. Everytime I feel it's within my hand,it just flies into a different hand,and all I can do is just sit there and watch it happen. Worst still,the 'third party' happens to be a great friend. It always feels like I'm never to have love or to be loved. The envy to be like those that have them. Sure you got friends,but honestly,are they even the same? Why can't I be loved for once? Why must I be there for those who do,then castaway till the next time I'll ever be needed? Sure I'm here because I'm obliged to,but where's my fair share? Some things you're meant to have,others, you gotta take. It hurts,but who cares anyway? Like a sweet wrapper,only needed when you want,thrown away when I'm useless. I'm just a nobody wanting to be somebody. Fuck.