Solitude and Serenity

No matter how socially active you are,no matter how open you can be and no matter how close you are with the people around you,you will, and definitely will,require a time of solitude. A time where you don't want to be around people,you don't want to talk to people,you just suddenly start to hate everyone,or at least everyone you are seeing or would see during that time. Mine,comes from my every alternative day of swimming. A standard timing from 6-7pm,I relieve myself in the swimming pool,while hiding away from harsh reality,a time where I will always find peace with myself,a time where I think (or don't think) and to relax. It has always been a favorite thing to do for me. It is literally the only time where I can stay at peace,relax,find serenity without ever overthinking. The reason is simple: if I overthink I'd die. Literally, by drowning of course. No it has not happened before but it might,then again I usually don't think much,so no biggie. You might find it stupid and think: you'd look like a major retard just floating over there,staying still. Yea sure I entirely agree with you,but when you understand how I feel and when you're in my shoes,you'll know it doesn't matter,not will you give half a fuck. Because it give you the peace and serenity people so very desire yet never attain. I'm lucky to know my place of serenity and solitude,and hopefully people,you'll find yours as well. This was thought out during my solitude timing as well,so yea.